New year new blog name??

it just get from bad to worst doesnt it, from abunchofcrazyfriends to abunchofdesperatehornybutsensitiveguys to this.. first and foremost i did not up with this new title.. it was given by josh, which i personally find very insulting cause when it comes to emo-ness, how i can i put it, he's like the micheal jordan of emo-ness..so yeah i felt something when he called me up to ask me to check out the blog and deleted his account from this blog.. but then i realized that he may just be right not right RIGHT just a slight hint of right with a little seasoning of wrong by the side.. i wouldnt go to the extend of calling myself emo. But eversince christmas i have been feeling one kind, what kind of kind i dunno..but i can tell i'm not my usual self. i dun talk as much, i think, i dont joke as much and i want to lefted alone most of the time. i wake up every morning with nothing much to look forward to except to try to get throught the day as best as i can then get home. time past very slowly while the world around me seems to be flying by, it's like being stuck on the slow lane while other cars whizz past you and you cant do anything about it.. i feel so powerless with no control whatsoever, my future looks very bleak.