HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

May the year of the ox bring you health, wealth and chicks.

Glow in the dark MUSHROOMS.....cool

Welcome to the blog, mushroom, it's not always so dark and gloomy here.. u just caught me at a wrong time... Read my older post i was happy...once. i still haven't figured out what i want yet from u..i'll let u know.

New year new blog name??

it just get from bad to worst doesnt it, from abunchofcrazyfriends to abunchofdesperatehornybutsensitiveguys to this.. first and foremost i did not up with this new title.. it was given by josh, which i personally find very insulting cause when it comes to emo-ness, how i can i put it, he's like the micheal jordan of emo-ness..so yeah i felt something when he called me up to ask me to check out the blog and deleted his account from this blog.. but then i realized that he may just be right not right RIGHT just a slight hint of right with a little seasoning of wrong by the side.. i wouldnt go to the extend of calling myself emo. But eversince christmas i have been feeling one kind, what kind of kind i dunno..but i can tell i'm not my usual self. i dun talk as much, i think, i dont joke as much and i want to lefted alone most of the time. i wake up every morning with nothing much to look forward to except to try to get throught the day as best as i can then get home. time past very slowly while the world around me seems to be flying by, it's like being stuck on the slow lane while other cars whizz past you and you cant do anything about it.. i feel so powerless with no control whatsoever, my future looks very bleak.

i decided to post it...instead of writing on the chat box

U cb-cbs sekalian dun wanna post anything, so i post la.. music is a reflection of ones' self. those are love songs.. not emo song. Ok, maybe one love song and emo song. Alicia's song is beautiful.. the other song is just plain emo.. damn emo actually.. so i'm feeling beautifully emoed. in Alicia's song, we all have something that we want to say to someone but we're too afraid to say it and when we mustered enough courage to say it we realized its too late..

This my personal take, i think there;s nothing wrong in telling how u feel about her , but some ppl make it sound like if u just cursed 17 generations of their family and freak out.So what if u dun feel the same way.. it's alright, there's nothing wrong with that. i think that's why most ppl end not telling and most ppl end up not knowing.. which i think it's quite sad..

"feelings are like your mother's breast, u know where they are but it's better left untouched"

nick has something he wants to tell someone(___________), andrew too (____________), roger too (____________)

Tell you something - Alicia Keys

Get so caught up everyday
Tryna keep it all together
While the time it slips away
You see I know nothing last forever

Imagine there was no tomorrow
Imagine that I couldn't see your face
There would be no limit to my sorrow
So all I can say

[Chorus:]
I wanna tell you something, give you something
Show you in so many ways
'cause it would all mean nothing if I don't say something before it all goes away
Don't wanna wait to bring you flowers, waste another hour let alone another day
I'm gonna tell you something, show you something, won't wait till it's too late

[2x] (I can't wait, I can't wait, I won't wait, I don't wanna wait)

Just a simple conversation
Just a moment is all it takes
I wanna be there just to listen
(I wanna be here)
And I don't wanna hesitate

Imagine there was no tomorrow
Imagine that I couldn't see your face
There would be no limit to my sorrow
'cause there's nothing that could fill that space
I don't wanna put it off for too long
I didn't say all that I had to say
I wanna take my time and right the wrong before we get to that place

I wanna tell you something, give you something
Show you in so many ways
'cause it would all mean nothing if I don't say something before it all goes away
Don't wanna wait to bring you flowers, waste another hour let alone another day
I'm gonna tell you something, show you something, won't wait till it's too late

Just lean on my shoulder,
It's not over till it's over
Don't worry about it cause
I'm gonna make sure our bond gets stronger
I don't wanna wait till the storm and something wrong and now you're gone and I can't find you

I wanna tell you something, give you something
Show you in so many ways
'cause it would all mean nothing if I don't say something before it all goes away
Don't wanna wait to bring you flowers, waste another hour let alone another day
I'm gonna tell you something, show you something, won't wait till it's too late

I wanna tell you something, give you something
Show you in so many ways
'cause it would all mean nothing if I don't say something before it all goes away
Don't wanna wait to bring you flowers, waste another hour let alone another day
I'm gonna tell you something, show you something, won't wait till it's too late

[x4] I can't wait, I can't wait, I won't wait, I don't wanna wait

Why- Secondhand Serenade

The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.