In my honest to god opinion, i think once someone hits @% it pretty much downhill from there. Just like a bell curve, I'm on top, staring down at the steep slope that lays before me. It scary to know that for the past 25 years I've been not only wasting earth's precious resources but also digging chunks out of my parents retirement fund. I haven't done anything that I'm proud of as far as I'm concerned. I've haven't touched anyone's lives or changed it anyway. In fact I think I'm no different then the bum that sits on the corner of the street begging for money. But it;s not all doom and gloom. There are things i do look forward to as i grow older and wiser hopefully. Things like, i can finally use the term "I've eaten more salt than you've eaten rice young one" and when i say "I'm going home and sleep" i actually mean it. And I've learn how ironic this life is, like how you cant noticed something that's right in front of you until it's gone.
Thanks guys for the cake and song. I was really surprised or too high i dunno. I forgot it was my birthday when you guys sang the birthday song to me the first time, i thought it was for shwe.. haha.
On a different note, I should have learned from other people mistakes. What?! Once a emo always a emo?! It was a one off thing. But i should have taken cue from the master of emoness, right josh?
And the fish down there happens to be my favorite fish.. so many fishes in the sea, but i still want NEMO. So screw u.
